Overcoming Self Doubt About Being A Healer 💗

This week's video was filmed in the magical Lamar River Valley of Yellowstone National Park. I filmed it fresh off some amazing multidimensional fieldwork and you can hear the wind in the Aspen trees. See if you catch the glint of light as I mention my father!

As we continue to awaken the healer within and align with our soul’s purpose, it’s essential to acknowledge the unique role we’re here to play. Whether you identify as a healer, a wayshower, or simply someone called to be of service, self-doubt is a familiar companion on this path.

Today, I want to share a bit of my own journey with you. I didn’t grow up talking about multidimensional fieldwork, restoring planetary grids, or any of the incredible metaphysical experiences I’ve had. Like many of you, I had no language or framework for these experiences. But over time, I learned to trust in my knowing and step forward, even when the inner skeptic was loud. And that’s what I want to talk about today—how we can navigate and ultimately transcend self-doubt.

The Mirror of Self-Rejection

Let’s start by acknowledging something: everything that feels like it’s pushing against you from the outside is a mirror of the ways in which you self-reject. It’s powerful to realize that the key to overcoming self-doubt lies in recognizing where we’re rejecting our own truth. Once we understand this, we can begin to unravel those knots of doubt and move forward with more clarity.

If you’re looking for validation from the outside, I’ll tell you right now—it’s an exercise in futility. I’ve seen miraculous healings, undeniable signs, and still, people doubt. Why? Because the real work is an inside job. It always was. Let others live in their reality, and focus on nurturing your own inner trust. You don’t need to convince anyone else about your path to feel secure in it. Isn’t that a relief?

Embracing the Calling

Looking back at my journey, there were many times I had to confront self-doubt head-on. One of the most profound experiences was when my father passed away in 2009. Six months before he transitioned, I had a knowing—an undeniable download—that he wouldn’t stay. I was able to midwife him through his passing and later, he continued to show up for me from beyond the veil. I didn’t question those experiences in the moment, but afterward, doubt crept in. Why? Because, like many of us, I grew up without a framework for understanding these metaphysical experiences.

It’s easy to start self-denying and self-rejecting when you feel too far outside the collective norm. But here’s the thing: you don’t have to put yourself back into a box that you no longer fit in. The walls are coming down, my friends. As the collective moves through this dimensional ascension, it’s a powerful time to step into your healer role, your wayshower mission, your soul-aligned path.

The Push to Align

I want to share something important: there seems to be a grace period we give ourselves to align with our soul’s purpose. When that period starts to fade, the call of your soul plan will get louder, often through crisis—health, relationships, or career. I’m a big fan of learning the easy way, so if you feel the nudge, don’t wait for the spiritual two-by-four to knock you into action.

The fear we often feel about stepping into our power is natural, but we don’t have to give it control. I remember when I first started speaking openly about being a spirit medium and doing multidimensional work—it was terrifying at times. But when I stopped self-censoring, I felt a profound sense of freedom. To self-doubt is to self-betray, and that will increasingly feel out of alignment as you continue your spiritual evolution.

A Sacred Oath

As you navigate self-doubt, remember this: the gifts you carry are not yours in the personal sense. They are sacred, given to you in this lifetime to help humanity evolve. You made a soul agreement before incarnating to bring these gifts forward. Feel that truth in your heart. It's time to remember and honor that sacred commitment.

Call to Action: Step Into Your Power

You are not alone on this journey. If you ever need a little nudge or encouragement, know that I often visit in the astral realm and will drop into your meditations and dreams. Feel free to set the intention and invite me to walk alongside you. I’m here to support you as you step into your higher harmonic of love and purpose.

If you feel called, I will be in Brittany, France in October, offering a special event at a beautiful place called The Love Farm. This is for those of you ready to step into your next level as healers and wayshowers. More information coming soon. Your guides will let you know if you’re meant to be there! And if you'd like to book a day with me in Paris (or New York City) now's your chance!

Finally, let's keep the conversation going. I’d love to hear from you in the comments. How are you navigating self-doubt? What has your journey been like? And if you’ve found any tools or practices helpful, share them with the community. We’re all in this together, and your voice might be exactly what someone else needs to hear.

Sending you all my love and encouragement as you continue your magical multidimensional journey!

In Unity

A’sha Love

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